Dear Beloved Souls:

My story begins with growing up in Denmark - at first happier than ever, harmoniously balanced and in touch with my authentic soul self. But around the age of 10, a classmate of mine catalyzed my fear-mind to start thinking inwardly, which came as a surprise after I had well endured many early childhood conflicts, emotional wounds and traumas of violent episodes and family emergencies. I isolated myself more and started feeling disconnected from the world and society as a whole as I started seeing through the veil of illusions. I also felt ashamed of my own shadow sides that were quite imaginative - to say the least. Luckily, earlier in my life I had found music, which became a way to express my light and a way to escape the darkness of my mind. It provided the confidence I needed throughout my teenage years, and an emotional gateway back to the happy part of my childhood, my true self and soul. I was conditioned by my surroundings to believe that becoming a professional musician was an unrealistic goal, but instead of subscribing to this belief, I eventually told people: "I'm going to North America to become a professional musician".

And so I did, landing and relocating to Vancouver in 2007/08 and everything that I had envisioned started manifesting from the very first day. Being a musician isn't always the easiest way of life, but provided me with the opportunity to meet people and get into situations that catalyzed multiple spiritual awakenings. The break from the world during Covid helped solidify my professional skills of doing astrology readings and spiritual guidance, and I was granted to meet my Monadic Soul counterpart in September, 2021. With my deeply intuitive, big thinking analytical mind, adapting to a life revolving around soul consciousness was a difficult transition as I had many subconscious wounds to transmute. I underwent several more ego deaths, and overcame doubt, changes in belief systems, major health issues and work life/career changes. Later in 2025, I reached a stable inner union with myself, and felt truly ready to pursue my soul mission (LAESoul) whole-heartedly. On a more mundane level, I am grateful to be a successful musician performing in Vancouver, BC and other North American cities. I also teach, produce and compose music and run my own business. Yearly, I visit my family in Denmark for a month where I hang out, compose new music and write articles for you all! :-)

Philip

WITHIN

My Journey